Weight Stigma in ED Risk and Development Periods
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Pediatrician Pathologizing Body and Weight
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Carly: 99.9% of the things… medical professionals [said] are less than helpful. Like “Ooh, you’re not even on the growth chart?” ...But it wasn’t until I think, like, the doctor said something that it was, like, a “problem we have to fix” …because it’s shameful… “You’re not trying hard enough and there’s something wrong with you.” |
Gaia: My weight was like 99th percentile plus, so he didn’t quite tell me that I was fat, but really, really pointedly told me that that was a lot. And I was like, “Oh, okay, I guess I weigh too much.” |
Sonja: It set in motion this idea that, like, your body size was actually something that you could control, because, you know, your pediatrician is telling you, “You need to control this.” |
Compounding Messaging from Family and Medical Community
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Mary: So, I was too fat for the regular doctor, but not fat enough for the fat doctor… My mom and I resolved we’d just take care of it ourselves, which, I think, is the point at which we started trying our own brand of Weight Watchers, and later, Atkins. |
Joanna: Both of my parents were in medicine, and they are both very diet-oriented and fat-phobic… I think my experience would have been a lot different if all the adults in my life besides medical practitioners had been able to look past my BMI and look at behaviors. |
Elizabeth: I guess the stuff around weight with my mom. But I think my mom initiated that. I don’t think the doctor initiated. |
Pediatrician Recommending Weight Loss
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Joanna: I thought that my primary care physician was doing the right thing by recommending Weight Watchers and warning me that if I didn’t get a handle on my weight now, as a teenager, that it would snowball and be out of control… Now I know that they were actually harmful. |
Chelsea: I first discussed diets with a healthcare provider when I was like 16 years old… He suggested Weight Watchers. |
Elizabeth: He [MD] recommended Children’s Weight Watchers… So that was back when I was nine or 10. |
Provider Triggering Disordered Eating or ED
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Sonja: I was already getting messaging from my parents that my body was too big… [pediatrician] just reinforced whatever fears that I had that my body was wrong… that’s when the real thoughts of restriction started to really settle in. |
Carly: I was at the doctor for… chronic ear problems… and left with a diet… I think that probably started my ED journey. |
Ari: [My pediatrician] be like, “Looks like your weight’s going down” …I was restricting. I remember she told me that I was… still overweight… I had been going through the fasting… that was the first time I went home and purged. |