‘Well, it’s complex because it was a large tumor; it was involving a number of different structures that need to be removed. It was undetermined exactly whether it was resectable prior, although I had a pretty good idea. It involved two different surgical teams…and those teams had to kind of play back and forth with each other at different points.’ (S1C2) |
‘But the issue around that was a back story … because he was someone who does not have a lot of intelligence, the oncologist said “well we’re not going to treat him with chemotherapy before you operate on him because we don’t think he’s reliable”… and I felt very strongly that that was inappropriate because I thought that treating him with less than the standard of care just because he’s not as smart as the next person is a bad idea.’ (S1C2) |
‘On one edge, I’ve written ‘‘the patient’’ and on the other edge I’ve got “the hospital, society, me” and the arrows are kind of going up and down ‘cause I kind of see that as teetering … what’s good for the patient may not necessarily be best for society because I’m wasting a lot of money by admitting him … and whether, you know, because it’s the right thing to do for the patient…but is it really the right thing to do for everyone else all involved?’ (S1C2) |