Table 3. Themes of Interview Participants’ Internal Experience of Trauma Resuscitation.
Theme | Participants (References), No. | Representative Quotations |
---|---|---|
Emotional responses | 29 (220) | NA |
Fear | NA | “I ain’t never had nothing like that happen to me in my life…I coulda been dead.” |
Agitation | NA | “…[Y]our adrenaline is rushing.” |
Loss of control | NA | “I’m laying there naked on somebody’s table. You know what I’m saying? Vulnerable.” |
Comfort and safety | NA | “When [the team] took control…I felt more safe…I felt blessed when I was in here.” |
“…[M]y wife and I are very close. And I, at a time like that, I just wanted to feel her presence.” | ||
Realization | NA | “Coming to realizing that…I may have a drinking problem…a major wake-up call for me.” |
“I’m just starting back from the bottom just getting my life back together positively. “ | ||
Physical experience | 30 (174) | NA |
Pain | NA | “I was screaming pretty much like a baby.” |
Bleeding | NA | “…[B]lood was just coming from everywhere.” |
Fatigue | NA | “…[I]n and out, drowsy…so I lost time.” |
Nonclinical concerns | 28 (75) | NA |
Family | NA | “…[W]hy did this have to happen to me in front of my kids?” |
“My kids, my mom, who’s gonna do what[?]” | ||
Work | NA | “Am I gonna be able to work like I was? Because I’m on my knees, I’m putting framing, I’m doing molding, I’m climbing ladders.” |
Safety | NA | “I was just worried that the police didn’t get him and that he was going to come in here and kill me, because he told me he was going to kill me.” |
Abbreviation: NA, not applicable.