Table 3.
Meaning of participant’s spirituality
| Spirituality | Categories | Sub categories | Quotes |
|---|---|---|---|
| Feeling life worthwhile | Personal (5 out of 16) | Being independent (3) | “I could do chores, going to the market, temples, and drive a car so I feel totally fine. It (cancer) does not bother me |
| Being at peace with self and others (2) | “It’s interesting how we could quarrel over trivial things with others. I forgive them all after I have this (cancer)” | ||
| Family relationship (16 out of 16) | Children being independent (12) | “My kids are all married and have jobs. I have nothing to worry at all” | |
| Spousal/family support (4) | “He (husband) is always there with me. I couldn’t ask for more. (eyeing husband lovingly)” | ||
| Sense of belonging in the community | Social support (4 out of 16) | Normalisation (2) | “People said that I look totally normal. Do not have the “cancer” look (laugh)” |
| Feeling loved and supported (2) | “They (friends) support me a lot and I feel really grateful to them” | ||
| Feeling connected to the nature | Religious (7 out of 16) | Karmic retribution (4) | “Karma. If you did good, you will receive good things in your life. So I’m trying to think and act in a good way” |
| Nonreligious (3 out of 16) | Connected with god/higher being (1) | “It’s a test of faith and I’m embracing it. God does not cast this upon me without a good reason” | |
| Stronger faith (2) | “It’s part of life. We were born, grew up, got sick, and die. Who are we to go against that? I’m just going through that cycle” | ||
| Being part of the nature (3) |