Table 3.
Themes | Subthemes | Parent codes | Associated child codes |
Transitioning to SPMS and challenges | Initial reaction to the transition. | SPMS diagnosis. | Time of diagnosis. |
It’s easy to say SPMS. | |||
Before diagnosis. | |||
Before knowing. | |||
Now I know. | |||
Finding out (tests, hospitals, MRI and lumber puncture). | |||
Being informed. | |||
I knew I had SPMS. | You know you’re on secondary. | ||
MS is part of me. | |||
It was a shock. | Shock of diagnosis. | ||
I can’t do things I enjoy. | It’s not a good disease. | ||
Cannot do things. | |||
Cannot do things I used to enjoy. | |||
Can’t walk. | |||
Can’t wear normal clothes. | |||
Progression is slow. | Progression: creeps up on you. | ||
Progression is slow. | |||
Worsening of symptoms and emotional shifts. | Symptoms getting worse. | Various symptoms. | |
Progression is scary. | |||
MS is serious. | |||
Depression before diagnosis. | I was diagnosed with depression before. | ||
Depression after diagnosis. | Tormented. | ||
Depression diagnosis. | |||
Thinking of nothing else. | |||
Depressed. | |||
It’s hard. | |||
I’m afraid/embarrassed. | Embarrassing. | ||
Scared. | |||
Disfigurement. | |||
Weight gain is depressing. | |||
Fear of the unknown. | |||
I’m not as frightened anymore. | |||
I feel I’m a burden. | Annoyed. | ||
Cry. | |||
Arriving at the point of no help. | Contact with MS healthcare professions. | General hospitals don’t understand MS. | |
Dealing with medics. | |||
Neurologists’ appointments. | MS nurses. | ||
Neurologists. | |||
Physiotherapy. | |||
Nothing to offer. | Getting medical help. | ||
Medication. | |||
Support services: currently offered and future. | There is nothing for SPMS. | ||
Psychological support would have been good at diagnosis. | |||
I’d like to just talk to someone who understands MS. | |||
Adaptive tasks and changes overtime | Planning activities or scaling down activities. | Holidays. | Planning holidays. |
Planning in advance. | Cannot plan in advance. | ||
Need to plan meticulously. | |||
Use of diaries/reminders. | |||
If you can’t do it, do it differently. | Partner showed me a wheelchair is good. | ||
Small things but meaningful. | |||
It’s silly to rebel. | |||
Can’t do much. | Bad days: I do nothing but rest. | ||
Can’t exercise. | |||
Life is dull. | |||
Knowing my limits. | |||
Emotional regulation. | Distractions. | Sleeping. | |
Daytime TV. | |||
Video games. | |||
Help from partner/family. | Partner helps emotionally. | ||
Being outdoors. | |||
Couldn’t cope without my partner. | |||
Harder if you’re on your own. | |||
Partner looks after me. | |||
Partner control. | |||
Partner gets angry. | |||
Not thinking/talking about the future. | Reading about MS. | ||
I don’t like to talk about it. | |||
‘Things could have been worse’. | A frame of mind. | ||
Men cope better. | |||
Young people cope better. | |||
Being social, fitting in and being of use. | Accessibility problems. | Disrespectful people. | |
Accessibility issues. | |||
MS group meetings. | Exchanging info. | ||
Comparing with other people. | |||
Comparing with other patients. | |||
Partner organised support group. | |||
Family visits. | Grandchildren don’t understand. | ||
We’re trying to be normal. | |||
We do things for the family. | |||
Family life. | |||
Friendships. | Revealing MS. | ||
I don’t look ill. | |||
I have very good friends. | |||
Voluntary work. | Helping others with MS. | ||
I wish I could help. |
MS, multiple sclerosis; SPMS, secondary progressive multiple sclerosis.